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After living with my mom and dad until I was 3 months old, my grandparents took over. My mom and dad got a divorce and my mother and I moved in with my grandparents.

They provided a wonderful life for me. My grandfather stayed home with me while my grandmother worked as a secretary for general motors. I was in dancing lessons and got everything I ever wanted.

When I was in 2nd grade, 7 years old, my grandmother retired and we moved to Ft.Lauderdale, Florida. The following year my grandparents legally adopted me from my mother.

I continued with dance lessons and excelled in school. I received straight A's and was on the honor roll. I was also in girl scouts and I bowled in league. When I was 12 years old I performed in the Miami City Ballet's Nutcracker. That was when I decided I love to perform and wanted to be a ballerina.

My life became focused around dance. My grandparents decided to send me to the prestigious Pine Crest School in Ft. Lauderdale. It was $10,000 a year but I had Financial Aid and great grades from public school, so I was able to go there; my grandparents used all their savings to send me.

Life was great. I was getting scholarships for dance everywhere in the country. I was the lead in my school ballet productions.

Then tragedy struck. My grandfather was diagnosed with lung cancer and 6 months later passed away. I was only 16 years old. At the same time my grandmother's Parkinson's disease was getting much worse. She had it since I was 13.

On top of all else my body was starting to change. I did not get my period until I was 16 so I was still thin and flat chested but then I got it and my body was changing and my boobs were starting to grow. Senior year of high school was great though. I was the lead in my school's ballet and I received the highest honor, the Founders Award, for dance. I received scholarships for dance to numerous colleges, and chose to attend FSU over the summer.

While I was away, my grandmother's condition worsened. I transferred home to FAU but they had no dance program. I attended Ballet Florida and chose a major of Theater. By this time I had lost the ballet body. I was told to lose 20 pounds and get a breast reduction.

I decided to hang up the tutu and try out for my college dance team. I made it and did that for my sophomore year of college.

By now my grandmother was even worse. I would go home from school in between classes to check on her. Also all of her savings were gone and we sold our house and moved into a small condo. I decided I needed a part-time job but couldn't find one that had good pay for a few hours. I had very little time to work since I on the dance team as well a full time student. I decided to take a job as model for an adult internet site.

Doing that, I met strippers who told me how much more money I would make dancing. I decided why not and started strippin' at the end of my sophomore year. I quit the dance team and danced at the strip club instead.

I saw feature dancers come to the club; they actually did shows and I thought I could do that, too. So I called an agent that I saw listed in a mag. He told me to make my name big I should do porn. So I went out to LA and worked my butt off. I called everyone and went to all the studios and did polaroids. I also went on the Howard Stern show and developed a relationship with Playboy TV by simply mailing my pics to an address on the back of a movie box cover I saw at Blockbuster.

Then I met Kick Ass Pictures' owner Mark Kulkis and signed an exclusive contract. He said, "Run for governor," and I did.

Tragedy struck though just as I started to run, My grandmother and best friend for years passed away. I was heartbroken but continued campaigning.

My goal is to keep doing this and to do some acting, try to cross over to mainstream and live a happy life.